[bustertypsy]

Darryl,cheating,criminal damage,calling her names.Not exactly the ingredients of a healty relationship,are they? A lot has happened here and you have so many amends to make.By the look of it I don't see her showing any enthusiasm to want you back.

There really is only so much you can do. Firstly and most importantly stay within the law or you will only make matters worse for yourself and lessen any chance you may have.

All you can do IMO is send her a letter about how you feel.Ask her forgiveness and let her know you want another chance.Tell her you will never bother her or contact her again unless she wants you to do so.Then walk,pick up the pieces of your life and leave her be,forever,if need be.You cannot control her feelings,so let her make the decisions without your influence.