Thanks folks, I really appreciate the replies. I'm not a bad person ive just done some idiotic things, Im staying with parents at the moment I cant bear to move back into the house it holds too many memories. Youre all right I am just pushing her further away Ill just leave her be and what will be will be. I met a nice girl but pushed her away because i CONSTANTLY talked of my ex I never realised at the time but I did. I need to stop this and stop comparing girls that I meet to me ex and appreciate them for who they are. Ive messed up in a big way. I just hope I meet someone as special again and I will certainaly learn from my mistakes. |