Scott, we are glad you are here and you know we will help anyway we can....whenever we can. Yes, we are open 24/7
My suggestion for tonight is go out. Go do something, whatever is it, hang with friends and have fun. Even if it's laughter and fun for only a moment, it's better than none at all. Trust me, I've been there. It actually takes more energy to be depressed than it does to be happy....so yes you have the energy, just redirect it. Tell your body to get ready, because you are getting out of the house tonight!
I know how that whole text situation can play on your mind and unfortunately it can be more of an opponent than an ally. Instead of putting words in place of what was missed, read what you got. From her text, after her visit with the medium, she seemed happy and felt closure. If that is how she feels, take those words and be happy for her. Try not to create anything else from her words you didn't get. That serves little to ease your pain.
It's great to hear that the site has been a help. You have no idea how much you help us. Someone willing to open their heart and share your soul. So many of us need that gift, we need to learn that skill. Go out tonight and change your environment. Give those four walls a break. Go get some fresh air and even smile.....we will be here for you to share more when you get home.
THANK YOU.