Not really, we have already signed the contract, and to back out of it would be expensive for me. There are 7 people living in the house, and we are all friends already, so I wouldn't really want to go live with a random bunch of people! The only thing is that, if we don't get back together, I will probably see her there with another man; and even if we both move on by that time it would still hurt.
Hmm, I still love her and want to be with her... Should I be trying to fall out of love then? When we did talk about 'us', I didn't feel she was completely open and honest, so its hard for me to know whether I should be hopeful or not...
Also, Sphynx, you were talking about crossing the boundary between being friends to becoming lovers, but what about crossing that line twice? |