Yes, I still love her and want her back.
Today I went out with a few mates in London that I haven't seen since November, and needless to say, I got a bit drunk (and am a bit drunk at the moment). Don't worry, I didn't send any drunken texts or make any drunken calls... However, she sent me another text, where she asked how I was doing and stuff, and said that she was working followed by a sad face =(. I just replied back that I was out meeting friends and told her to not get too depressed over work... But she didn't reply after that one, what is she looking for?
She didn't say anything like 'I miss you' or 'thinking of you', or anything along those lines. Is she just being friendly? I have not tried contacting her since she dumped me really, and only replied to her text messages so I wouldn't come across as rude or impolite.
I just walked home right now as I missed the last bus... and loaded up her Facebook profile. She added some pictures and I just realised how much I love her again :( I know she has been communicating with some men over personal messages, but I don't know how deep those relationships are... Just looking at her smiling face on those pictures is heartbreaking because I still love her so much, but she is not showing any positive signs.
At least I didn't do anything I might regret whilst I was drunk! |