Okay, I'm up for this! I was planning on keeping a wee record of how I was feeling every now and again and what day i was on anyway in my own thread, but I'll use this instead!
I'm actually on Day 2 of my NC though, but what the hey, whats 2 days amongst friends? lol
NC CHALLENGE - DAY 1
Mood:- Lonely
Okay so far today I have had to keep my mind busy because thoughts of her and "us" keeps popping into my head on a regular basis. I keep asking myself why she has contacted me (not that i will reply or answer). I wonder if she is in touch with someone else. I'm also thinking about should I take her stuff back to her that she left here (its a poor excuse to see her and try to initiate contact), should I txt her and say that I'm not going to be contacting her (silly idea I know), should I pop into her shop "just to check if they have any clothes my size", should I contact her mum who I really get on with to find out what has been said and if she is okay, etc?
I am trying to be strong, but its hard still at the moment. Aside from work I've been shopping with a female friend, and I've sat and had a chinese meal with my brother and his girlfriend. But its only 9pm now so a long night ahead an no idea how to keep my mind from swaying towards her again.
So roll on Day 3!
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"What you perceive, your observations, feelings, interpretations, are all your truth. Your truth is important. Yet it is not The Truth" - Linda Ellinor
Last edited by Unca; 06-27-2008 at 02:20 PM..
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