Thanks guys, I really appreciate the advice. It just seems impossible to get over and move on. In a way I feel betrayed because I've been with this person 4 years. She would do anything for me, and she knew I had a lot of problems with depression, yet she doesn't seem to contact me at all. I feel like she doesn't care and that's what hurts the most. Slowly I'm trying to take care of myself: Getting back in shape, getting treatment for my depression. But I still am not motivated to start my career path and it's been 3 months since we broke. I still stare at the wall and think about her every second. It's still really painful. I had a couple of emotional breakdowns at my current crappy job which caused me to think, why I'm putting myself in this situation, however the pain still seems unbearable. |