funny thing is it seems reversed for us. SHE is the one you contacts me often not the other way around. Yet she says she doesnt "love me that way" anymore. I lost myself for a while and turned into something im not these past 6 or 7 months. Cold distance and mean at times. All the stress of being in flight school and away from home. She still keeps all our pictures up, still keeps me pretty close. Today we had a 4 hour conversation on the phone and she said it reminded her of good times. We spoke about what had happened to me, and how i wasnt ready for this step in my life which destroyed me. I asked her if she could go back in time would she and stop me from going, and she said she would and the feeling would still be there. She also said he wonders if when i come home she can stop herself from kissing me and is excited to go out to chilis with her sis and I for a good time. I dont know if she deep down still loves and isnt over me , and I dont know what are the chances of us getting back together. I wish i knew. By the way wouldnt it be really bad if our exes find these sites and read our posts? :) |