yeah, i see both points. She is very confusing. Today we spoke on the phone for around a total of 5 hours. She in the beginning said she again just loves me as a friend blah blah blah, but then comes around and says stuff like im looking forward to seeing you when your home and I'm afraid i wont be able to restrain myself from kissing you. WOW? for the rest of the time we spoke about how we wish we could go back in time and change things and talking about how things could have been better and happened ect. we had alot of laughs and she says it reminded her of good times. I'm not sure if she loves and and is just confused or stringing me along. She also claims to never want to lose me and if she ever gets another boyfriend he has to deal with us being close or she will leave him. How can that work? if my girlfriend was hanging around with an ex she was with for a while and was intimate with i sure wouldnt like it ya kno? its just human nature in that way. This was been a very confusing month. When i go home and see her (she openly wants to see me and is excited) ill see what happens and how she acts. Hopefully it goes well if not ill let go i guess.. our last chance :( |