You make a great point. Life always goes on no matter if you choose to be happy or miserable. Its difficult to loose someone you love but its worse to loose yourself. Its only now after 5 months that I'm taking care of me. Like you said, in the future I won't be so careless with myself either. I am putting the focus back on me and getting in shape inside and out.
Thanks for the great words of wisdom. I'm so happy you are doing well.