A HUGE hug to you J1b1a2.
I cry at least once a day because of you. You asked me to marry you, then became abusive, and left me after i got sick. You weren't there for me when I needed the you most. You neglected me during my recovery and isolated me from family and friends. However, I didn't give up on you. I stuck by your side and supported your need for substance abuse treatment. When we learned that the surgery I had failed, you left me. After you saw the fundraiser set up for my life saving surgery (round 2) you had me served with a warrant suing me for the ring you gave me over two years ago. I now have to postpone this surgery thanks to you. Please stop punishing me. I'm dying inside as it is. Not only am I suffering from physical pain, but a broken heart. Why on earth did you even ask me to marry you in the first place? Especially if you can not be there during sickness and health. Why on earth would you give someone a gift representing your love and then demand it back whenever there was a fight, just to apologize and beg me to wear it again so many times? I'm letting you know that you were successful, okay? I'm hurt. And now you're deliberately causing me more harm by forcing me to delay my surgery. I've suffered enough and really need to get my health back ASAP. I know there's an ounce of human in you somewhere, The one I met and fell in love with 2 years ago. Please stop punishing me, I'm running out of time. Your unhappiness and inability to have healthy relationships has nothing to do with me.
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