Thanks josh. I'm trying...the whole switching your heart with your head thing is soo hard though! But i see others are doing it, youre doing it... i really do believe that whats meant to happen will happen. it just makes it more difficult when what's meant to happen isnt what you want to happen, you know!?
but anyway, i do believe in NC for a lot of reasons...i am giving myself time to reevaluate the situation. actively taking myself out of his life rather than having him fully push me out (he said he wanted to be friends still...and although i regret actually TELLING him that i couldnt be friends with him rather than just DOING it, he will really see that i mean business. haha).
blah... it still sucks though!
but im doing it