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    i defended you 100%. i told everyone that i didnt blame you for what happened, you couldnt help falling out of love with me, it was something i did, you acted the way anyone would, it's normal for one person to hurt another person like this so it's okay that it happened to me and you are still 100% a great person..

    i was wrong. i brought you up and you didn't elevate me at all. i enriched your life and you brought nothing new to mine. so what, you were funny...? there are a million other funny people out there to make me laugh.

    i asked you to appreciate me and show me you loved me so i wouldnt have to convince myself of it constantly. i was stupid for settling for something like that and even more stupid for thinking that it was okay. either way, you were the one who dropped me and left me missing you. i still miss you and i don't understand why. you broke my trust. i am so happy that i can finally step out of the situation and stop defending you and take you off the pedestal you were on. you didn't deserve any of it.

    the first time we broke up, i lost myself compeltely. i thought i was worthless and that whatever was "special" in me was gone because you didn't see it anymore. maybe it's wrong of me to "hate" you or to dislike you but i do. because this time i realize that i love myself and i think you are a fool for not seeing my worth.

    it's unfortunate that i am the one who struggles with this more than you do because deep down i truly and honestly believe that you're the one who's losing the most. i hate you for being so stupid and for being the one to hurt me again. i'm sorry i can't be one of the people who wish "only the best" for their exes because i don't feel that way. i did before - i wanted everything for you and i would have given everything for you. i loved you with all my heart and gave you absolutely everything i had in me and you didn't deserve any of it. my mistake was loving someone who didn't deserve it and didn't know what to do with it. i truly believe that i will find someone who can reciprocate my love but i don't think you'll find someone who cared as much and i hope it hurts. sorry. i guess i'm cruel. but.. i spent more than 2 years hoping only for your happiness and look where it got me. you didn't deserve it.

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    oh and i forgot to add this part:

    KENNY, i think you are a piece of ****. you didn't deserve me. i wish i didn't care about you. i hate you for making me care, for making me believe in you, for making me trust you and put so much faith in you. for being the most intelligent person i know and making it hard for me not to compare everyone to you. for letting my dreams come crashing down and abandoning me just like you did the first time. for taking everything away just days after you told me how much i meant to you. for always leaving me wanting more when all i wanted was for you to be as open with how you felt as i was. for not realizing what you had. for letting me settle. for not wanting to work at it and for not being a normal human being with normal emotions. for for taking me for granted. for never asking me questions about myself when all i wanted was an expression of a little interest. for doing this to me. for coming back into my life and making me go through this all over again.
    UGHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!

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    did he do something recently to provoke this? or do you just need to vent

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    personally, i love this.

    of course, it's good that you're not sending it to him. haha.

    but i really love this. you took the words right out of my friggin mouth. this is exactly how i'm feeling today. i might save this so i can look at it every time i feel like i lost something. i wasn't perfect in my relationship, but i sure as hell tried a billion times harder than he did and loved him way more than he ever even tried to love me back.

    i am going to give you a standing ovation now.
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    i say, screw this dumpers ! lol you know what they say, what goes around, comes around

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cityboy88 View Post
    you know what they say, what goes around, comes around
    yup! i believe in karma because it's a bigger b***h than i choose to be.
    "be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle."


    "live fully today so you won't have to regret tomorrow that you didn't live fully yesterday."

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    cityboy (dan, i think?) - he didn't do anything to provoke this. i am just finally looking at things from a distance and seeing things how they are and getting really angry about it. it kind of feels good! it's so much better to be angry at someone who doesn't want you than to think they are special... i haven't had time to finish your letter but i will later on today - your feelings are exactly like mine were until i decided to dislike him rather than cherish him. haha.

    and suzie - i am so happy you can use my anger...you are way too special to have someone justifiably break up with you (arent we all :] ) so i think it's time to get mad at the fool who did it to you.. steven???

    anyway, karma will most certainly, 100000000% without a doubt bite them in their a**es!!!

    it felt oh so good to vent.

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    Quote Originally Posted by suzie q View Post
    i believe in karma because it's a bigger b***h than i choose to be.
    I love this!

    And great work, Niki! In some places, you took the words right out of MY mouth as well.

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    Holy anger taco that was bitter and I loved it. That just made my day, I would so high five you right now!
    "let go of the one you HAD so you can dream of the one you'll GET"

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    HAHAHAHAH holy anger taco...i am thinking of stealing that as my new catch-phrase.

    and we can cyber-five :clap1:
    (that is the closest thing i can find to a high-five. oh well...)

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    I loved reading that...every bit of it. I don't know why anger amuses me so.
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    I know it looks like they are fighting but this is "angry" high-fiving at his best. lol
    "let go of the one you HAD so you can dream of the one you'll GET"

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    hahahah damn, i'm disappointed in myself for not finding that one.

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    Having read your letter i feel the same in many ways ive just found this site after months of pain and heartache and im apcepting my situation better and i also feel disapointed in myself and above all her,the girl i loved more than anything in this world.
    I just think all dumpers are stupid and dont relise what they do to some people and what a big misstake it can be. Anyway good on you i will tell you my tale somday soon. Go Girl.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    Quote Originally Posted by stephen576 View Post
    I just think all dumpers are stupid and dont relise what they do to some people and what a big misstake it can be.
    I don't completely agree with this. However, I will say that many people leave relationships for the wrong reasons. You have to realize also that the person leaving the relationship could be just as heartbroken as you, it's not an easy thing to do by any means. The person being left tends to place themselves as the victim, which in some sense is true but it's really all about how you handle it.

    If months/years down the road you continue to allow negative energy to envelop you, can you really say the person that left is doing this to you? No, you're doing it to yourself, the mind is a very powerful thing and is capable of much more than we tend to give it credit. Always remember ultimately, YOU control how you feel.

    Anyway, welcome stephen. I look forward to reading your posts!
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